Nine hundred seventy two thousand seconds (or more)... that's the count I had in bed since yesterday. And it was considered to be the last bad condition I could have before the year ends. I'm still dizzy but I have to do my daily online habit (which is not this). But I just had a matter to write a while ago as I've been sipping mom's made herbal tea.
We're about to shop for some new materials this morning, but my fever is like forever, so mom decided to cancel it and just re-schedule it after this commotion. Guilt hasn't hit my mind. What did is the "in-mind" theory I always believe.
Realizing that "Hindi pala lahat ng sakit, mapapagaling mo dahil sa isip mo", though in some instance it's effective.
"It's just in your mind" as I always say when Irene's about to vomit (happened months ago). There, my words had been useful. But maybe, those words simply strengthen her. Things can be effective by words. So real! Same goes in love or in like issues.
And every time there's a particular guy I really want, I will tell myself "I can get him". Putting aside any glum, as I dare with time for that's what I have in mind. Well, it was good so far, 10 out of 10 as I assume.
But if these words are not as effective as it supposed to be, what will come next?
Medicines & Therapy could help us to restore our health. It can cure a disease only if it is the right drug for your sickness. For mild cases (like fever, the one I'm having), parents are familiar with the medicines to be used. But for some anomalous cases, doctor's prescriptions were necessary. Also, trying of medicines should be exact with the time and its measure. Otherwise, it'll be useless. And as to love (again), it's as same as is. I, myself tried to find the righteous man over and over. Like the drugs I took, those men were a part of me and my history. Sometimes, I listen for some advice (mom's, friends, or even lola's).
At present, I'm under mom's medication.
And at present, I'm committed with someone.
The use of the medicines and herbal teas cured my fever and sore throat. Mom's a good doctor to me. She really knows how to take care of her patient, her daughter. I sooo love my mom. =)
In the other hand, trying to feel affection for my boyfriend is so hard. Mostly, when I see him as a dead person, soon to be buried. He's nothing! Or maybe he is something, something of no use (compared to an ineffective drug because of expiration).
Lately, I've been thinking... I thought kulang lang kami sa time or whatnots. Pero that's not it. Maybe, if he is a drug, that drug wasn't for my disease. A wrong recommendation I tried that could mount such.
Also, upon taking any drugs, the user (ang hassle ng term, parang drug user... haha), or the patient (this is nicer), should trust his surgeon and the drug itself he takes. Having any faith will be as useful as the "in-mind" theory. It's what you believe to be true or is actually true.
Some takes their medicine but doesn't have any hope, so what's the use?
Hope is much to consider.
Medicine just comes in between.
And time,
Time is shifting.
It shifts and makes a medicine to soon expire and become useless.
So before it does,
In Mind,
Remedy,
And Believe.
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