eve before xmas:
[pick : stripedblack&white + red/green add-ons]
meeeep.. this is it.. i just had my nine mornings (or dawn mass as i call it) and an evening mass as christmas comes. everybody tagged and made my christmas fun. gifts and messages appear from time to time. wow. i love this time of the year. make christmas last forever =P
Happy Birthday Dear Jesus
and Merry Christmas everyone
"It's Christmas, all over the world tonight. It's Christmas, all over the world."
9th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : blued blue + striped white]
so where are we now? ah on my 9th morn.. hahaha. who'd forget the count eh this is it.. i went there as is with pride. hmm i can't find for any better term than that, so yea, pride. the pride of completing something i would really like to.. but its different with the pride that you may have in mind. hah! and as the mass ended, i felt something good. blessed? oh i don't know but it might be.. yea really. dad & i made it =) congrats 2 us. hahaha..
i'll not be late than later
promises!
8th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : chocolate + white add-ons]
tadah.. 1 more dawn mass to go ah!
i arrived 10 minutes before the mass started (and that's late than the usual). i bumped into the remnants as i entered (the church). they were like demons to spread over the side walls to buzz nonsensical matter and disturbs the people inside. i hate seeing them though hate isn't nice or good in God's eye. but i can't like them either. for me, they were too hard to like. squatters as is. unlike thy angel (the sacristan i like) that has been so striking.
tomorrow will be the last dawn i could see him.
and that'll be semi-heartrending, for i'm almost used to see him everyday (of the dawn).
sad isn't it?
7th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : heavenly white + blue]
seven is my lucky number just as before we have used it as our own.
but i don't believe in such nowadays.
for he's my biggest mistake.
my ex(s) were much better than him,
in pampering me,
or of loving as is.
father priest told us not to compare.
its a sermon to be optionally followed.
sorry father for i have sinned and will always will
(i think its better than lying)
6th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : dark brown + cream-black]
i'm not into young guys anymore, but there's this kiddo i feel like. fancy me oh fancy but i really crush him. see, he's a minor but i think we'll be good together. his angelic image pleases the eye of many as he carry himself being a sacristan. i, myself was strucked by it, or him indeed.
before the mass begins this morning, he brought the holy bible in the center while the people gathers gradually. dad and i placed ourselves in the aisle (nearby the center). and for that instance, i could probably see my angel (though his not mine.. haha).
he gazed at me before he left.
i wonder..
thus, it made me smile without anybody knowing it.
then after, the mass begins.
at the outset, i looked for him (as always).
..but i can't find him. he's not there.
and as the mass ended, i'm still up to play the game.
ugh, the hide and seek match! what else ne?
until i stepped out of the church,
hoping to see him as another day passes through
"if not today, i will wait for tomorrow"
haha. i suck. those words are not so meant. heh.
but it doesn't stop there.
next up, he was standing outside, staring innocently.
felt at ease, i am so pleased
and so, i just smiled gently and walked away.
too sweet that my angel haven't flown away yet =)
5th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : beige + black add-ons]
nothing new, except that i felt dead and unpretty today.
but hey, i made it even if i'm so exhausted.
jays called around 6am while i'm having my pajamas back.
he's making fun with it, sexy jokes what-so-ever.
it's stupidly good for 2hours.
i want him straight,
with the status "single"...
4th day of simbang gabi:
[pick : dark blue + gold]
wow. reactions might be overrated as well. who'd ever imagine that he'd walk me through the church? hah. is that my boyfriend? oh real? fucker. i thought i forgot having one. cause i've been acting so single in the past few days, though few means countless for the matter.
*sigh*
i'm not just used to it
"HE with ME"
d'uh!
(a fact to disappoint you, sweetheart)
3rd day of simbang gabi:
[pick : pastel pink + gray]
the on going mass was disrupted by the demons fight o'er the walls.
tsk.
lola tagged with me and dad, but dad came first.
we're not late though lots of seats were taken when we entered.
skirts are good without air blast.
i'm in feenk and i pretty like myself.
looks innocently sweet.
but revenge is sweeter.
all the same eh?
pink + blue
equals me and you
hahaha
i saw john, and he's still attractive
guess that i want him, again.
2nd day of simbang gabi:
[pick : lime + royal blue]
almost the same as yesterday,
though i haven't cry out before shower.
saw my ex suitor in stripes and brown.
gave him a smile after that stare i noticed.
sweets + smiles makes my day.
perhaps, it's the person behind.
and yea, boyfriends are overrated by now.
fucker! i don't need a name.
i want to be loved, or feel such.
thanks trix.
i know it's simply a bunch of messages,
but hey baby, you're making it...
just don't go that quick as you came that swift
i need you.. and you.. and much of you.. i guess
this is it,
but not just it.
1st day of simbang gabi:
(family day for the 1st pre-dawn mass)
[pick : light red/orange + cream]
i'm with dad muna, while jay's with his family.
ok lang. sabi naman nga ni jays, it should be "from my heart".
wo ai ta (from my heart)!!! is that it? fucker =P
btw, here's some images (@ st. peter's church)
the end.
*yawn*
heh.
2 Comments:
awww again another dramatic poet tsk tsk tsk it's hard to have christmas without someone u love hehehehe anyways better cut some cucumber or else ur eyebags are getting worse hahaha ! ei nice pixs where did yah do the simbang gabi? and what place ?
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Anonymous, at 12:47 AM
st. peter's =) walking distance from ours
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Eihcamhai, at 1:26 AM
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