I've been so passive, so pathetic.
Unconcerned and not fragile,
Possessively inclined, but not overrated.
Easy, Rest, Break
Much to enjoy...
That's what you call "ME", four months earlier.
But last night, I used this line as my status (in YM, of course)
"I'm here, waiting for you, to break my heart =) kaya mo?"
For that instance, I felt unaccompanied
Like I'm on my own with no one to love or even touch
Getting weak, damn cold, I needed a hug or more (of it, I guess)
And what's more is how "I MISS HIM" (the real one and not any fancy or fling)
It was just yesterday that I felt that way
Unloved
Needed love
In-love
Yes, at last, I realized that I love him
Although its mixed with pathetical ideas
Thinking of all the shits I've done
Thinking it's too late for that realization
Thinking he's almost gone (even without the official "the end")
Expectations gone as is
There's nothing pending
Until its 10 o'clock and he called
Made me glad
Made me feel at ease (again)
Made me loved
Now, its not the typical talk anymore
We're still awake at 3
Keeping it
Saving it
Loving it
And so,
I'm done with the other side of me
Forgetting the pain, way over
There's another life, in love, as morning comes
After 4 months
I could feel it now
Your dorky presence and you.
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