"bless me father, for i will sin.."
actually it's not a sin reading that book.
merely a fiction that we'll enjoy.
~ codes, tombs, tales, history, science, sex, rituals, christianity, temples, murder, rose, holy grail, museums, symbols, fresco, et cetera..
ain't that clever for Dan Brown's work?
'ope that the movieworld here won't be banning it for whatevers' sake.
so yea,
i'm not good in decoding and even coding as is,
let's just date on 19th and watch the film.
looks like you are lost last night,
the way you walk.
the way you talk.
the way you snob.
the way you observe.
the way you look at.
and you forgot to hug me. rawr you! was it because of them (cause they don't know our story)? or was it because of her (that made you this cold and mad)?
"kailan mo ba matututunan?
kailan mo ba ipagsisigawan?
'di mo na ipagkakailang tayo?
kaydami ng pinagdaanan
ano pa bang iyong kailangan?
nagsusumamo na sabihin mo"
damn good lines FOR YOU.
just YOU.
[lines\lyrics from sc's pasubali]
yesterday, i was about to blog this entry >>
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>>fall like it's suicide
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"what did he said?"
"nothing. just that, don't fall for him"
"and for what reason is that?"
"he's sick..."
But no, he wasn't.
We just can't cross the limits.
We are 'we' without love at all.
We secretly enjoy being friends with ourselves.
And no, I won't be ranting in the end. I decided to win,
by not falling, again.
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But yea, I didn't had the chance to post it for it'll be a BIG DAMN LIE.
I loved him before and it'll be this easy to fall for him all over again. And guess what, I already did for the 2nd time. That is sharp, i know, but who wouldn't? I mean, look, he's my type since Jeff's time. Erm. I just wanna rant now, so let me.
Here I go again.
Cryout.
Lament.
But NO to Suicide.
*then sings out loud*
"and i don't want us to become ANOTHER USED TO BE"
The title says so.
The lyrics as well.
'nuf said now.
10:32am's shoutout!
uwaw. can't believe it's 10 something already. jeng jeng! haha yelly's whatsoever. hmm.. last dawn (not night) was great! rock en roll baby! i had the chance to go out even it's 12:30am. already, though yea, that's merely a block away.. lol! at first i thought imma have a social suicide for not going. ic's here like around 9pm and i totally accepted the crap that i can't go because of lola. i did rant and almost cried over it. excuse me but it's not lame! look, yani's there while i am here, yet the distance is too close. that's fuckining in mind! but thanks to dad, he came here to the rescue!! wohooo!! then i told ic to hit the road. oh how dorky! haha. it was late, really. and we're there to interact with those 'sikat sa opm'. 'sikat' but the people don't know how their music beat and hit. whoa the people (the audience my dear) were trying so hard and that is sooo gay. yes, they we're so gay. haha. moving on, ic and i waited inside (and not just inside, plus it with 'upstairs' heh *grin*). woo! for now, connections with the big ones were really that good. this is reality baby! i even tagged with the mayor and the manager of the said pub. lol. i'm a grown up kiddo. you dorky meepers! haha. then the group went to our place, with first to see the drummer - bogs, then some P.A., next was ic's inlike (and also mine's) - dok, then there was ely, and lastly, sir y, yelly's big bro, juliet's romeo - yani. awww.. my biggest crush nowadays.. yikeee to me. haha. i smiled at yani as he smiled back, recalling the worthy pic in MET that he signed at the 6UG (the group's home of music). y's face seemingly asked my presence. i didn't kept my eyes staring yani, but i know where he is. i'm soo happy seeing him again. and yes, happier when we had our shot, again and again.
oh, i remember my ex's cuz, she insisted too (after seeing how... uhm....)
'whoa. ang swerte mo, naka-akbay pa sa waist'
'hehe'
'ako din kunan mo kasama yun'
'ok, go to yani and ask him'
'eh nakakahiya'
'ok. i'll look for dok muna'
then i had it with diane before going to dok. i'm liking diane after the said shot, she is nice, and i love the lyrics of the track she used to sing. i love her song and it's vampire no more! lol. and dok, oooh dok, he looks good with those shades. yikee to my girl ic. hehehe. so what about armo? hmm.. now, that's the question to be asked! oh anyways, i had this great conv with dok.
'oh, i better go now, there's your..'
'nde.. uh, hindi naman ako nakain ng seafoods, i mean, hindi ako mahilig sa seafoods'
'haha. see you na lang sa dish'
*then umepal na si mayor with his kiddos*
just some lines and there, we stepped down and went home.
hayy.. i wanna see them again. Dish gig please. hehe. ic hear me! listen listen! Disssssssssssssssshhhhh..!! hahaha. i love you broa, i enjoyed it (from the bonding sessions here and there.. oh oh there you go), so please, make it happen.. again, dish!!
*big hug or self hug? both!*
bey's birthday tomorrow. hugs and kisses to my bey! i'm soo missing him. text text text... haha. do the bey thing! lol.
