"ang ganda ng buhok mo"
"oh?"
"bagay sayo"
"tapos"
"yun lang, maganda, bagay sayo"
"ano nga?"
"anong alin?"
"sige na laitin mo na ako.. pagkatapos ano"
"haha. hindi eh. yun nga lang"
"sus"
Last night I drew the dead colors of my own. It's a mixture of my dark moments with you and with others. (I wish I could write this with the blood I used for my painting)
The dullness made me do it.
It was an art to be valued at last.
The good looks of the bad.
"Funny" how I did it
"Clever" as they say
...and "Pain" as you caused it
09262846140 : Hi! must n? mhai-numero : yea.. who's this? 09262846140 : db ikw c mitch? mhai-numero : no i'm not.. you got the wrong number. who's mitch nga pala? maybe i knw her.. (look, i'm asking for the surname of that mitch ah) 09262846140 : Sori h. Im yeoj, hw abt u? mhai-numero : typical tactic to do.. why is it too obvious? what do you need ah? 09262846140 : Do u knw mitch? Cn u b my txtm8. mhai-numero : how will i know the mitch you are referring to if you're just throwing me those unwanted answers? you're making yourself as stupid as it shouldn't be. funny. at oo, suplada talaga ako sa tanga.
yun lang yun eh, gusto ko lang talaga ilagay dito para kung may nakakaalam ng numero ko at gusto akong gaguhin e magkaroon siya ng ideya na sa ibang paraan ako nagagago.
(lalo na pag masama ang gising ko sa gabi.. hahahaha)
being a computer literate can be hard for some people that i don't know how to name. and it happens to be a day-to-day instance if you handle a computer center. customers will ask you time-to-time for their problems and damage. fucker. some where just the basics that my brother (a kiddo) could do in his own. wow, how stupid they were now? worst to worsts. with s, oh yea. isn't it awful?
i reacted as is,
for it's not over to over-reaction
fucker.. how many times do i have to react on it huh?
minsan badshot kapag wala kang magawa
wala kang magawa tapos mag-isa ka pa
mag-isa ka kaya gusto mo na lang mag-rant
at mag-rarant ka dahil sa lahat ng emosyon na nararamdaman mo
nakakaramdam ka lang naman ng ganun kapag mag-isa ka eh
mag-isa ka na walang magawa hanggang sa mabadshot ka tulad ko
=/
i want to rant and tell you something. tamang balik senti after nung last entry ko. hindi pa naman overrated, pero ang lame ko na though i'm not trying to be. talk about stupid. yea right, i'm wallowing in self pity.
i told you to fix me!
now, that's your fault..
(Not being an Anti-GMA, I'll just write my reaction about the said issue.)
Our political system does really need a change, but changing the Constitution at this time might be a commotion. It seems to be our President's excuse for the sounding issue about her impeachment. Such strategies and tactics of our President to make us unfocused of that matter.
Charter change looks to be a move for us, but we are not so sure if it is the remedy to our problem. Or if it will, is it the best or the only way out? And how come that it is only now that it has become the center of attention (moreover, of our President's).
"In governance, the correct choice technically is not always the popular one", as written in the newspaper I have. Well, yes that the correct choice can't always be the popular one, but not in the case of our government. They (though not all, but not few) does their business for their own benefit. As so, let's take this as an example. This proposal might be a solution not for the poor or the riches, not for the fool or the wise, not even for our country or not even for us, but for the President herself of her problem to her presidency, discussing of the Charter change to stop initiating of her impeachment.
The President's view may be different from what I have in mind right now. This is just my reaction of what it should be.
How wise is our President to make this so unclear
And how hard it is to trust her after all the lies she had, have, and will be having
this is our 9th day.
....
simula nung una kitang nakilala sa bus dahil sa pang-aasar ko.
simula nung lagi kayong nakatambay sa room namin or inaantay niyo kami papuntang hall.
simula nung ikaw yung kumukuha ng food ko para mareserve ko yung table na makakatabi kayo samin.
simula nung pagbuhat mo sa bag ko pauwi at pagtabi sa trip.
simula nung gaguhan natin after nung retreat.
simula ng lahat ng ginagawa mo at lahat ng ginusto ko sa'yo na masasabi kong nahuhulog na ko sa'yo kahit ilang days pa lang.
simula nga lang lahat ng yon eh pero bakit bigla ka na lang nawala?
nakakagago ka naman eh!
sana hindi mo na lang sinabi yon.
sana hindi mo na lang pinaramdam yon.
sana nanahimik ka na lang nung simula pa lang.
sana hindi ka na nagpakilala.
sana hindi ka na lumapit.
at sana hindi na kita ginusto.
o sana hindi kita minahal ng ganito kabilis.
nakakaasar.
nakakaiyak.
nakakagago.
tama sila eh,
mahal na nga kita kaagad.
taena naman oh.
haha. nakakatuwang nakakagago yung kagabi. may lumapit kasi na isang binata na medyo may edad at may kayabangan. akala niya yata eh nagmumuni-muni akong mag-isa. so yun, paupo na siya sa vacant seat na akala niya lang na vacant. haha.
"miss may nakaupo ba dito?"
"what?" (maarte pa nga yung pagkakasabi ko niyan na parang nabibingi lang kasi malakas yung sound system)
"uh, do you have company?"
"yea."
ahahaha. napa-english tuloy siya, sabi ko lang naman "what" eh... hahahaha. ah yung ginamit niya nga palang term na "company", siguro naman naintindihan niyo na "kasama" yung tinutukoy niya. err wala lang. baka tanga ka eh. hahaha.
1. What is your social dysfunction?
My Social Dysfunction: Happy
"You're a happy person - you have a good amount of self-esteem, and are socially healthy. While this isn't a social dysfunction per se, you're definitely not normal. Consider yourself lucky: you walk that fine line between 'normal' and being outright narcissistic. You're rare - which is something else to be happy about."
2. The Picto-Personality Test
The Picto-Personality Test When alone, you like to relax and do exactly what you feel like doing at the time. You are adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. You have a certain recklessness that makes people very attracted to you. In the future you will have a good family life and lots of friends. |
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Death through freak supernatural incident You are going to die in a freak vampire/werewolf incident. I would start carrying garlic and silver bullets if I were you. There is something weird about your demeanor, and evil is attracted to you. Plus you may be a little attracted to evil too. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
Their TV appearances for the year 2006 were boosting. People now appreciate them and that was quite good. Is this their blessing? Oh anyways, I'm just feeling bitterly sweet of what isn't supposed to be. I haven't watched them (in any program) since the year initiated.
It's been a year and I still like him. Like or Fixated? Like is when you just like someone or something, it's the typical term we often use, while fixation is when we can't get enough of something we like, or addiction perhaps. Get it? So yes, I'm fixated with him and this isn't just the simple like. Heh.
Getting fixated with someone can be hard. I just don't know how hard it will get. We are different in many ways, and so it is.
Probably, I can't explain what I am really feeling right now. I'm going nuts with my fixation and it's rounding up every time I hear a news or gossip about him.
Nevermind.
Consider this entry as a nonsensical tale.
*sigh*
I just...................... LOVE *HIM*
Please define LOVE.
And uh,
How dork I am?
=/
Am I just being a fanatic?
It's not as cool as many could see. Or maybe it's not just the right place to be. Ang labo? Haha. Angst.
Currently, I'm typing the DB lessons we will use in our system (yes, the 2nd part of our thesis). And as I was doing those craps, dad plays the music he was burning in a cd, which was a dance trance indeed. Oh well, I know I have to respect that other genre, as I have it on my NY'sRes List. So ok, I did.
Then after, a girl enters and the smell of the cig she smoked reeked in my place. She sat besides me, as if she has this banner saying "SMELL ME, I SMOKE". D'uh! Though you smoke or you drink, or whatever bad vices you got, it will not increase you social profile Fucker! You are so lame. And hey, I don't care even you'll tell me all of your habits. Go get a life!
You think I'm gonna praise you for what you did? Screw you and your cheap cig.
Way away, hush.
Not as pointless as I tell on you before.
It can be everything to me now.
Regrets?
Do you remember how it was?
Twas an attitude... so real
Just let it out now
Let it all out as before
And I'll let it out again
(that's not a song if you do think it is)
woooo!
