Friday, June 02, 2006

>>| Feminine Focus

Salve! Finally, I'm fuckiningly done with the cracker box! Great! More lessons for me to go (particularly in texturing, camera, and animation).

I've been busy the whole day by not just dreaming. But yea, at this instant, I am Blog-ging, again.

Doc messaged me last night to see him. The wee hours of the night made me inept to do it. Declining the invitation, he still insisted. I stride in the vicinity of the single-ajar-window, as I saw him standing outside while my dog barks. It was witty-sugary. I haven't felt the heavens for months.

My heart almost pounded.

But not because of him,
It's because of them.

I offered myself a cup of milk to sip before going to bed. After all, I discern to have my-all-time-yet-seasonal-drama-syndrome.

I can escape from the past.
Actually, I know where the exit is.
But then, it does haunt me, consistently.

Is escaping wrong?
Else, is escaping right?

Options are given.
You can merely choose what you want or what to do.
And so, that's my decision.

This is what I opt.

I mostly escape from those memoirs, both liking and disliking them in purpose.


Now, try to count as many as you can.
From a non-prince you knew to the fullest of the unhappy fairytale story ended.

(This is in random.)

I DO LIKE
JB JAYS ONIN WAR JED NEIL JOBERT JOVIE JOHN FERDS MB JM CARLO TJ ICKO IAN OBETH JICE JHU AR JEFF
because
he's cunningly cute.
he's friggin' new.
he's one of the smart-ass-but-non-geek-school-boy.
he has the shot to make me like him.
he's a hottie.
he's sensitive.
he's the sweetest.
he's seemingly matured.
he's simply the bestest.
he's not stupid.
of music and/or his band(particularly of his voice/talent).
of his moves.
we're supposed to unite as one.

I DON'T LIKE HIM
because
he's a player.
he might have STDs.
he's just my best bud.
he lacks passion, charm, security, adventure, individuality, respect,
or even assets.
he's one scorfano-guy-for-the-public-not-to-see-me-walking-
holding-or-talking-to.
he's younger than me.
he's very insensitve.
of his attitude or religion.
I'm bored talking/walking with him.
he's committed, engaged, or married.
I simply hate to give in and start falling for him.


Lock, stock and barrel, there are twenty-one boyfriend-materials to choose from.
"Others" from the past are excluded.

Lost count?

That's alright.
You can stop counting,

I like it being single.

Current Fixations
+ cig burns + everything in LOST + cam + OPM + pizza w/o pineapple + sweets + kahlua/baileys liquer + teen mag + loveass + chick flicks + DSL + bands + wirings and writings + ice monster + ayala malls + RPG + coffee + pasta + vintage + eyewears + silver and gold + beads + pearls + polar bear hug
+ multiply + friendster + groupee + blogspot
+ bestest friends + "J" [forenames]

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Dorky Archives

October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006

Yesterday's Feelings
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Witty Craps
LOST TV Page || MTV Asia || Radio Station Guide
Guitar Tabs || OPM Lyrics || OPM Musics || LOST Sounds

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Useful Stuffs
* for downloads * for research * about html codes * photo storage * photo storage * video storage * audio storage * file sync * iced coffee recipe * portfolios * translator * NCT playlist


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Would like to watch Films
.:: Ricardo de Montreuil's La Mujer de Mi Hermano (2006)
.:: Ol Parker's Imagine Me & You (2006)
.:: Kevin Reynolds's Tristan & Isolde (2006)
.:: ?'s Bachelor Party/ The Girl Next Door (2005)
.:: Chris Columbus's Rent (2005)
.:: Jon Favreau's Zathura (2005)
.:: James Hergott (II) and James Hergott's All That I Need (2005)
.:: Roger Avary's Rules of Attraction (2002)
.:: Eric Bross's On The Line (2001)
.:: Tommy O'Haver's Get Over It (2001)
.:: Michael Tollin's Summer Catch (2001)
.:: Robert Iscove's Boys and Girls (2000)
.:: Kenneth Branagh's Love's Labour's Lost (2000)
.:: Barry Levinson's Liberty Heights (1999)
.:: Robert DeFranco's Telling You (1999)


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Listens to:
.::Breaking Point
.::Finch
.::Motion City Soundtrack
.::The Starting Line
.::Puddle Of Mudd
.::The All American Rejects
.::Verve Pipe
.::Three Doors Down
.::Lifehouse
.::Silverchair
.::Dishwalla
.::Incubus
.::Goo Goo Dolls
.::The Jealous Sound
.::My Chemical Romance
.::Greenday
.::The Used
.::Coldplay
.::Deftones
.::Dashboard Confessional
.::Muse
.::Nirvana
.::Copeland
.::Story Of The Year
.::The Calling
.::Staind
.::Papa Roach


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Fiction Section
* 1 * 2 * 3 * 4 * 5 * 6 * 7 * 8 * 9 * 10 * 11 * 12 * 13 * 14 * 15 * 16 * 17 * 18 * 19 * 20
* powerbooks


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Book Basket:
.::Yann Martel - Life of Pi
.::Miranda Clarke - Night of a Thousand Boyfriends: A Date With Destiny Adventure Quirk Books (Date With Destiny Aventures)
.::Louise Rennison - Knocked Out by My Nunga-Nungas: Further, Further Confessions of Georgia Nicolson (Confessions of Georgia Nicolson)
.::Lynda Curnyn - Confessions of an Ex-Girlfriend
.::A. Manette Ansay - River Angel: A Novel
.::Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls
.::J.D. Salinger - The Catcher in the Rye
.::Jeffrey Eugenides - The Virgin Suicides
.::Paulo Coelho - Eleven Minutes
.::Jilly Cooper - Wicked
.::Cindy Chupack - The Between Boyfriends Book
.::Judith Sills, Ph. D. - How to Stop Looking for Someone Perfect & Find Someone to Love
.::Delphine Hirsh - The Girls Guide to Surviving a Breakup
.::Peta Heskell - Flirt Coash
.::E. Carrol - Mr. Right, Right Now
.::Starsky & Cox - Sextrology
.::David Niven Ph. D. - The 100 Simple Secrets of Great Relationships
.::Barbara & Allan Pease - Why Men don't have a clue & Women always need more shoes
.::Philip C. McGraw Ph. D. - Relationship Rescue
.::Gena Showalter - Oh My Goth
.::James Rollins - Black Order
.::Curtis Sittenfeld - The Man of My Dreams
.::Mitch Albom - The Five People You Meet in Heaven
.::Donna Kauffman - Cinderella Rules
.:: Valerie Frankel - Not So Perfect Man / The Accidental Virgin

♥ John Gray - Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus
♥ Erich Segal - Love Story
♥ Nicholas Sparks - Message in a Bottle
♥ Paulo Coelho - The Alchemist
♥ Neil Gaiman - Stardust
♥ Nicholas Sparks - A Walk to Remember
♥ Dan Brown - The Da Vinci Code
♥ Dan Brown - Angels and Demons



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