It's been a year since our last goodbyes. We've separated with the underrated deliberation of your adulthood. I'm still youthful back then. Perhaps, much of my regrets we're soon to slowly form, realizing that I made a bunch of mistakes for you and for us. However, I also tried my best to be better than the usual.
Without you my parents were too happy to still have their only daughter, me, the bachelor. I have really lived well as you may see. The 'cool off' worked out for me as the finest. How I could freely go without your family-oriented-consent and do any of the acts that I want. It's just so crazy going liberally. Truly crazy that I didn't know how this would happen.
It wasn't fleeting and it scares me. I am now seeing flashbacks and it's not simply black and white. Thus, it is highly tinted with neon to clearly depict what went before.
I'm missing you that it makes me weaker to lament.
I'm sorry for causing you all the blame.
I'm sorry if I canceled everything going and not supporting your dreams.
I'm sorry for rejecting the proposal.
I'm really sorry for all the pain and troubles.
I'm sorry for letting you go.
I'm sorry for not being with you perpetually.
And I'm sorry for ranting, just now. For not letting you know that I, also suffered a little. That though you loved me unconditionally and I did not, I haven't endured yet.
Please don't keep me ranting. I just need your greetings. Damn, you cannot forget.
4 Comments:
waha. i'm done ranting. thank you for remembering.
after 9 more years, you'll be mine again.
*smuggggs*
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Eihcamhai, at 10:27 PM
*sing sing sing*
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
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Eihcamhai, at 11:05 PM
aw! thats sad! but thats all the bad! you can still hope, theres nothing to loose! mwah!
nga pala add mo din yung blog ko pa sa link list mo sa lahat ng blog! plz i need it!
add mo to! http://blog.jsonvega.net
ok? thanx! see u around!
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Anonymous, at 5:50 PM
aw! thats sad! but thats not all the bad! you can still hope, theres nothing to loose! mwah!
nga pala add mo din yung blog ko pa sa link list mo sa lahat ng blog! plz i need it!
add mo to! http://blog.jsonvega.net
ok? thanx! see u around
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